i quesiton more than i ask to ask would intrude upon your chosen privacy.
"good friends tell all," or so it used to be. remembering i guess you've never uttered those words.
i guess there's no real need for you to tell, no real need.
i saw you again today you looked happy, seemed normally joyous - almost monotonously so. remembering i guess i've never seen you sad before.
but they all have - they whome you've chosen to tell chosen to show they of that sex, they whom you've called, "them." they who are perceived generally (like everything else) to be tellable: listeners. They
and i: i am in the dark apart, distanced - and yet not unfamiliar (after all our shared years) to this feeling, to this place. i guess i'm just not one of them,
but just one of you.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 @ 6:49 PM
HEY. HI. BORED. hmmm,today was an okay day. as everyday. but was it just me or was it reallie super duper hot. i'm tired. don't feel like blogging. BYE. [4 more days to my birthday. yay?]
