if there's so much i MUST be, can i still just be me, the way i am?
with all the expectations of being a pastor's kid and stuff, sometimes it just sucks big time. no doubt there are privilages but sometimes there's just these standards and expectations that people have for you and i dont like it >.<>I HATE IT. urghh. i'm just screwed for all my tests. SCREWED. i guess bio's just bout the memorizing and i guess i'm fine but CHEMISTRY.. i'm toast.
after common test week, MID YEARS. not any better -.-'' i dont get why our school has to have mid years for sec4s. since the rest of the levels dont have midyrs, why do we have to ?! and after midyrs it's just a period of time before our prelims and our big O's. dang, exams all the way. GREAT. sometimes i just feel like not doing anything.. to stop studying for the rest of my life or something. but duh it's not possible and i really hate singapore's education system. why do my cousins excel overseas but not in singapore?
not helping, i'm feeling... wierd. confused? ahh i don't know.
SCREW EXAMS. SCREW TESTS. i have no life nowadays. study study study... not as if i'm doing any better after studying -.-''
