HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD DADDDYYYYY! heh, only 17 ah? :D
okay, so me, mello, ash & alot of other people went back to school for teacher's day! YEAYYY i got to see jas, bugbug & many other people ((: i think i was more happy to see my juniors & friends than the teachers :X oops. hmm, had a little catch up session with bugbug (: i love her! heh yeah after that, i went to heartland to eat with mel, elana, morena, jasmine & ashley & now i'm back home. going for gerald's birthday party later! i shall rest now (:
heh, this is my BUGBUG! (: she can't take a proper picture without making some funny face of hers. i still love her (:
jeal·ous·y –noun, plural 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood.
OOOPS?
ahwell. K BYE!
@ 12:58 AM
I WANNA GO TO GREECEEEEE!!! somebody take me there ):
kope-d from miss ang's friendster. AHHH DAMN NICEEEE! they really have those flat rooftop things. gahhh look at the sea! so nice. roarrr
I WANNA GO TO GREECE NOW!
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 11:10 PM
OVER(:
somehow i don't feel very happy about it. ahwell idk. mom's op went well, Thank you God (:
okay, what did i do today. i was quite sian after the paper, i have no idea why. but anyway, went to eat at lj's & went to safra to bowl. roar, i haven't bowled for awhile so i'm quite rusty. & plus with my new ball -.- had one, just ONE, tyco game tho.
mine's the first one. ahhh, if only i had spared frames 6,7 & 8. i would've gotten 200+ ): gahhhh ahwell. ANYHOW one. all the other games were just average, like 130. hmm, training's starting soon. YAYEEEE. i'll keep training till i strike all one day. STRIKE IT HOME BABY! yeah right, impossible.
it still feels as if exams aren't over. HAAA. okay, no mood to say anything else. night!
like a knife through my heart, it hurts more & more each time
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 11:44 PM
Lord, please protect mom as she goes for her operation tomorrow. altho' it's a minor op but still, every op has it's risks. i pray you'll just be with her & give the doctor skillful hands to operate. Thank you.
yeah, my mom's going for an op tmr. i hope everything goes well & the lump thing is not cancerous or whatever. ahwell. trust.
GOODNIGHT WORLD. last paper tomorrow. GO ME -.-
i love you but you don't love me anymore.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 9:46 PM
friday was anna's birthday party! altho' her actual birthday's this thursday but yeah she had an early celebration. heh we bought her neckerman sandals & a big shiny silver balloon which she could see herself in. AHAHA my sis & i were having fun with it first tho :X then we dragged my mom in too. heh.
Godsisters! i look like a big-eyed scary monster o.o
SUNDAY! the usual, get up at 7.30, i got up at 8 tho :X & it was to church! yayy. after service, anna, al & i had the last practice with our kids :D ohgosh everytime we have practice, we can just scream our heads off. ahhhh kids are so hard to handle, especially the boys! ROAR. so anyway, we had to tell them that it's their last practice before the final rehearsal later in the afternoon & if they don't practice properly, everyone would laugh at them later. it worked for a LEEEETLE while, that's all -.- then it was back to the "I CALL YOUR MOTHER AH" thing. ahwell saturday's the concert & it's over! YESSARRR. okay la, they are adorable but hard to handle. my twins are so cuteeee! okay not mine but yeah. they're always smiling & listening. girls are still the best :D rehearsal in the afternoon went abit wrong haha i screwed up my sign language! ahwell. the kids did okay but still need abit of touching up. heh
my twin girls (:
aye, i'm in the midst of my exams. 3 down, ONE MORE LEFTTTTTT. weeeheee i can't wait for holidays (:
K BYE!
This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much This is as hard as it gets 'Cause I'm getting tired or pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours you can hold me I'm empty and taking and tumbling and braking
[Chorus] : 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could
@ 12:21 AM
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.
@ 12:17 AM
cheer up wanci!
he meant it, whole-heartedly (:
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 11:50 PM
for you i will When you're feeling lost in the night When you feel your world just ain't right Call on me, I will be waiting Count on me, I will be there Anytime the times get too tough Anytime your best ain't enough I'll be the one to make it better I'll be there to protect you, see you through I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do
[Chorus] I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero, your strength Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all time Promise you, for you I will
I will shield your heart from the rain I won't let no harm come your way Oh these arms will be your shelter No these arms won't let you down If there is a mountain to move I will move that mountain for you I'm here for you, I'm here forever I will be your fortress, tall and strong I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong
[chorus]
promise you, for you i will.
HAHA. okay, end of emo time. SLEEP TIME. g'night world-
And I hate how much I love you boy I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..) And I hate how much I love you boy But I just cant let you go But I hate that I love you so
i love you beyond the reason why.
@ 11:28 AM
shattered but,
what's new?
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 5:56 PM
okay i'm supposed to be studying but i'm tired & completely have no mood to study. ROAR. anyway, it was DEN's birthday yesterday! HAAAAAPPPYYY BELATED BIRTHDAY DENNNN! heh, we had a paper this morning, so we celebrated after the paper today instead. she didn't suspect anything tho' (: we're goooood. haha we went to TM to eat at yoshi. ther & carole pretended they went to the ''toilet'' but instead went to get a tub of BnJ's for her! ((: we sticked a candle in it & she was so surprised when we started singing as they brought the tub of icecream into yoshi. HAHAHA. mission accomplished! WOOOTT. here are the pictures. heh, den's so cute! hope you had a great birthday girl! stay short and cute (x
ILOVEDEN!
oh, one more thing. the EH EH ELLA ELLA song is stuck in my head! not a very good thing HEEEH :D
You had my heart and we'll never be worlds apart Maybe in magazines but you'll still be my star Baby cause in the Dark You can see shiny Cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share Because
When the sun shines We’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be your friend Took an oath I'mma stick it out 'till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we still have each other You can stand under my Umbrella
HAAA. bye world, i need to study. <3
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 9:13 PM
but it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer.
Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 11:18 PM
help me, God i'm scared & i'm unprepared to face this night alone. hear me, hear my prayer my soul it aches & i've nowhere to go. help me, God.
in this dark hour i know only the power that made the stars can mend, my heart. oh i've tried on my own but i'm not that strong you're all i've got, you're all i've got help me, God.
Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 4:33 PM
the song that can make me cry (':
i'll take the tears
Don't speak Seal your lips. Please don't say a word Maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard I see that you're in love I know it's not with me. But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory.
It's never too late to relight the fire It's never stopped burning for me. The flame, it never died inside of me
[Chorus] How is it now that I can tell you I love you How is it only now that it's too late. What can I do? The love that we had is torn in two. So you take the smiles from all of our years I'll take the tears
I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared. You gave me more than love But never thought I cared. My feelings were all for you. Although it didn't show. I only told you on the day you let me go
It's never too late to relight the fire It's never stopped burning for me. The flame, it never died inside of me
[Chorus]
Now I realize that you're no longer mine. But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time. Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye. Because I know you're here with me inside.
[Chorus]
@ 3:02 PM
sian. SUPER SIAN. DAMNNNNN SIANNN!
roar i don't wanna study anymore. i hate exams. no wait, I LOVE EXAMS. i absolutely LOVE exams.
now get your ass back to studying hannah.
AHHHHHH just like mel, my ANP mechanism is not working, my B.P. is still high ROARRRR, stress ahhhhh.
it's harder everyday.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 11:58 PM
i deserve it. is there really a thing called KARMA? or should i just call it..
CONSEQUENCE.
@ 11:45 PM
If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you me, what would you do?
i am tired. i am irritated. i am pekcek. i hate this feeling.
see all i want you to do is be my love
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 9:01 PM
okayyyy my parents suddenly think they damn funny, BOTH cracked some random joke -.- k la, quite funny. haha here goes:
dad: " you know china invented a new type of chicken. can fly one. " rest of us: " HERH? " dad: " FEI JI "
wlaoooo -.- next was my mom. you have to say some parts in chinese then funny.
mom: " that day i heard my collegues talking about an ang moh who went to china. he went to a wanton(shui2 jiao3) shop & asked: yi1 wan3 shui4 jiao4 duo1 shao3 "
oaky, hope you got that joke. it's rather funny. hahaha
ASHELY & BRE CRASHED TP TODAY! heh, i love them (x
so yeah, had lecture from 9-11. went to eat & did my portfolio with my classmates. we did our APEL thingys in the library, gosh APEL's a waste of time. heh okayyyy as usual, when a group of girls come together, WE CAMWHORE :D so we did-with carole's macbook. hahah after that,thercarole & den left, leaving me & fiona in the library to die from math. ROAR. hehh had some comic relief here & there, right fiona? :D
PICTURES! just some of them tho, cuz we took ALOT :D they rock...
& so i love them ((:
ahhh exams are round the corner. i'm beginning to go crazy. okay i know it's abit slow but yes I'M STRESSEDDDDDD! ROARRRRR. study study study Hannah! or you'll be dead in 2weeks.
g'night world(:
Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 11:41 PM
a short post, i have no mood to say more.
bad day. horrible, in fact. arghh evaluation ruined my whole mood today. i totally screwed my games up. i played super badly. & i mean super badly. 115, 103 & 111. roarrr ): sorry lester! i didn't mean to be all pissy & stuff, i was really in a horrible mood. aye. studied in school for abit after evaluation & headed down to PS to meet BCF after their movie. went to vivo, walked around & had dinner with sub's family. sub & scan managed to have me fooled for quite some time on some.. topic. yeah haa. dinner was good but overall, i still had a bad start to the day, which ruined my whole day. GAHHH ):
on a lighter note ( how much lighter could it possibly get), here's something from ashley's blog.
were your exam results good? yes and no what do you mean yes and no? yes, my exam results were no good. why did you get such a low score in that exam? absence. you were absent from your exam? no, but the boy who sits next to me was.
goodnight world-
@ 12:36 AM
okay, as usual it was a long friday. the bus trip to school felt exceptionally long, i have no idea why. anyhow, i was 10mins late :X ahhh, holiday mood la. heh nothing much happened tdy la. ohoh Den put make up on carole. wahhhh she looks damn pretty (:
went to eat dinner with my family. wahh, the two prawns in the carrot cake damn cute! they formed a HEART :D
we all went bowling afterward (: my personal best has increased (: heh, i'm super happy! -jumps up & down- i hit 202! wheeeee (:
my last best was only 157. heh idk, i guessed i was focusing real hard just now, altho i was really tired. everything just left my mind & i just focused on the pins. heh ahh i'm really really tired i shall go sleep now. i've got the second round of evaluation tmr, i hope i'll be able to focus as well. g'night world-
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