heh okay, some long overdue photos. 17th BIRTHDAYYY (((:
okay that was my birthday. a few days ago, my family went to east coast in the evening time! it's suuuuper nice there on a weekday night okay. absolutely beautiful, & plus it's so windy. wheeee (: three of us bladed while my parents walked. some retarded pictures below :D
my two sisters. don't ask me what they're tryna do. hahaha
mom & dad! with.. uhh, some retard at the back :D
beautiful ain't it?
.... and she just ruined it. lol :D
an attempted - AND FAILED, heart shape o.o hahahaha
a random picture. hello Mr Image Consultant. hahaha
ohyeah ohyeah! training on tuesday (: wei yan & i were the only two girls! there was this little girl whose father was bowling, i think, & she came to our lane & we were like playing with her. & taking pictures. hahaha so fun.
weiyan! i can't rotate the picture ):
heh, the little girl. cute right! she's super cute. haha
bowling is our passion (:
TEAM TEMASEK 10-pin BOWLING (:
haha, that's not the full team of course. just all of us who were there that particular training. that noisy bunch of guys. & yes, it's 10-pin bowling cuz there's such thing as 9-pin bowling! BETCHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT AEH! mooohaaaa :D hehh, go team (:
@ 11:07 PM
i have no idea why i'm pissed about it, but i am. ROARRRR piss me off piss me off piss me offffffffffff.
anyhooo, went bowling with lester ytd. first game i OWN, second game i die. lol YA LA YA LA PRO LA HORR. but the game i played by myself i totally own please? lol k shut up hannah. went to eatttttt before my wwwwweeeerrrkkkk after that. at the S11 at cuppage? i think. heh went to work after that. it's super tiring. we're standing ALL THE TIME. for HOURS okay. my legs are dying. heh but it was alright la i guess. kind of. i was really tired tho' cuz the aircon people came to fix the aircon so early in the morning! ROAR. heh yeahh that was yesterday.
woke up at 7+ this morning and got ready for work. yawwnnns i was still sleeping okay. but i had to go to office & get the shirts then head down to taka. but yay, korkor andy picked me (: hehhh so yes, i worked from 9:30 to 5:30 today. after work, headed down to teach mei her math & bio & had dinner with her. then headed home (: iiiii ammmm sooooo tiredddddd ( & angry) lol so therefore i am going to bed.
g'night!
we should get jerseys, cuz we make a good team. but yours would look better than mine, cuz you're out of my league.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 @ 9:22 PM
life is unpredictable.
the highs & lows, makes us stronger i guess?
at least i've got my friends to go through everything with me.
i abbbbbsolutely love them ((:
THERRRR i can't wait to work with you okay.
thanks for taking my shift, i'll go down & help you (:
EH MY PINGPONG HUALA GIRLS
LOLLLL can't believe we're actually using that stupid name.
anyhoooo, when are we gonna have an outing?!
birdpark with class ah last wk of hols :D
A7K1!
CLASS OUTING AGAIN PLEASEEEE. i couldn't make it for the last one.
ohh yeah, last with of hols birdpark right YAY hahhaha :D
ahhhh, i can't make it for scythia outing on friday )):
aye, BCF, meet up again okay (:
k, i don't know why i'm writing random things but ahhaha. yeah i wanna bowl! my hand itchy.
ROARRR. i got a five bagger ONCE the last time, i need a six bagger! HEH practice practice.
k, i don't have anything to say actually.
went to the warehouse tdy. pack pack pack. top up stock etcetc. it's TIRING so i'm damn tired now. i'm gonna clean up and sleeeeeppppp BUHBYEzZzZZ.
@ 12:26 AM
the tears just flow down, they don't seem to stop. why do i find myself in this situation again? after the last time, i thought i'd be over and done with this kind of shit. am i not worth, or good enough to be the ONLY one in that someone's eyes? it dragged on for 4mths the last time. why am i going through it again? i know it's painful. it hurts like hell. why am i going through it again then? why? it's just torturing, it's really torturing. i was convinced after the last time that i deserve better & not have this liking two person thing again. i told myself i don't have to go through this again.
but now? i'm totally lost. zero confidence in myself. zero.
help me, God i'm scared & i'm unprepared to face the night alone. hear me, hear my prayer my soul it aches & i've nowhere to go help me God in this dark hour i know only the power that made the stars can mend my heart oh i've tried on my own but i'm not that strong you're all i've got, you're all i've got help me God.
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry. yes, i'm crying. but i'll be alright. i'm stronger than this.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 11:17 PM
i hate this feeling i hate this feeling i hate this feeling! i don't even know what freakin' feeling this is. i just know it sucks big time & i'm just feeling so helpless. KNS i need to bowl. when i bowl it helps me focus on my game & nothing else, hopefully. when i'm not focusing thoroughly, i won't get my strike. & i will get pekcek. so ultimately i'll be focused on the pins & nothing else. okay i'm just babling nonsense. anyway, had facial tdy it hurts like crap okay i cried. urghhh torturing but i've got no choice. went for training after that. wei yan & i were the only two girls at training tdy, with like.. six guys & coach. played a few more games after training with the guys & they just can't keep quiet please. noiiiisy like anything. but i guess that's wht makes it fun. like when you strike it's like WOOHOOO! okay nevermind. went to school for lantern fest & now i'm home. i'm tired & moody so bye!
@ 12:27 AM
okay something to entertain me. HAHAH spot the fake smile test. quite funny. i'm damn good please? 19/20 okay. i only got the 3rd picture wrong. ther & fio, i own yall :D heh jkjk.
another test. heh yeah you can see how desperate i am for something to occupy my time.
Your answers suggest you are a Counsellor The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Summary of Counsellors Search for meaning in their life and develop powerful insights Are dedicated to helping others reach their potential Think of themselves as gentle, peaceable and cautious Others may find it difficult to get to know them
More about Counsellors Counsellors have a natural understanding of human relationships and the complexities of life, which they use to help others. They search for meaning in everything and develop complex insights.
Counsellors are least likely to describe themselves as atheists, according to a UK survey.
Counsellors feel most relaxed and creative when their surroundings are organised. They are deeply private people who only share their insights with trusted friends; however, they will defend their values if challenged. In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Counsellors may withdraw from the people around them or become resentful. Under extreme stress, Counsellors may feel overwhelmed and be driven to organise small parts of their lives such as their kitchen cabinets or their record collection. Counsellors typically prefer a few close relationships to a wide circle of friends.
Counsellor Careers Counsellors are often drawn to jobs where they can help people develop emotionally, intellectually or spiritually and where they can use their imagination.
haha counsellor yo! x) k, quite sian. heh CHEER UP CHEER UP CHEER UP. smile. smile is good. I IS SMILING ((: -.-
eh ther, fio, can detect my fake smile not? hahahaha tests koped from ther's blog. which were koped from fio's blog (:
K BYE!
Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 11:03 PM
i cast all my cares upon you i lay all of my burdens down at your feet. & anytime, that i don't know what to do i will cast all my cares upon you.
sitting on the piano playing songs from my worship chord book always comforts me somehow or rather. i know God is always there for me, worldly things just wouldn't last. everytime i'm down & broken, He'll always talk to me in ways that i find so amazing. like when i open my chord book, there's a song to comfort me as if it was written all for me & telling me that He's always there for me. when i'm lost & open my Bible, there'll be a verse & it's as if it's written just for me. i know God is trying to tell me something & i really thank Him for everything. so whatever your decision may be, i hope you'll pray about it & that God will give you the wisdom to choose & make whatever decision you have to. i'm sure He will be there to guide you okay? trust (:
did you ever talk to God above? tell Him that you need a friend to love? pray in Jesus' name believing that God answers prayer? have you told Him all your cares & woes? every tiny little fear He knows you can know He'll always care & He will answer prayer.
you can whisper in a crowd to Him you can cry when you're alone to Him you don't have to pray out loud to Him, He knows your thoughts on a loftly mountain peak, He's there in a meadow by the stream, He's there anywhere on earth you go, He's been there from the start.
my source of strength, my source of hope, is Christ alone.
Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 9:58 PM
breakfast with kay, anna & sis. church. den's performance. home for dinner.
i'm in no mood to say anything.
but yea, i still owe pictures from
SUBCOMM TEA PARTY (:
everyone had to take an entry picture, & see who i entered with? I HAD NO CHOICE. hahahah jk luh johnnner :D
ashely, haaaaakim, kim & eileen!
joan, geraldine, amanda, ash, matt, john, sarah & kahhhhhyuen!
TPSU subcomms oei (:
i'm sorry. i feel the pain too.
i hope you'll gain strength even tho' it's really painful.
we'll never know what happens after decisions are made.
pray about it, God will show you the way.
@ 9:54 PM
i have absolutely no comments. i'm just damn sorry.
I'M SORRY.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 10:31 PM
like i said, i had a SUPERB SEVENTEEN (:
yes, i have great friends, i really do. to me, it was just a normal day yesterday. met scan at 2 at kovan to go out & shop. hongling & eric joined us & kc picked us up for dinner. what i didn't know was, they had a BIGGGG surprise planned for me. scan & i went to eat ljs at lido then we just shopped around while waiting for the rest to come. hongling & eric finally came after a longgggg while. KC came to pick us & we went to PS cuz apparently kc needed to get something ( FAKE ONE LOR :D ) so yes we went there. i was damn hungry so i wanted to go eat & they suggested fish & co. at the glass house. i'm like SO EXPENSIVE I DOWANNNN. but they insisted & i already thought something was wierd about them. haha so we went to park mall to withdraw money & went to the glass house. wierd thing was, they just walked straight in without having to wait for someone to get a table for us. they walked up & guess what? i saw this LONG table with everyone there waiting for me! i was seriously shocked, really really. i teared okay, i was super overwhelmed. i didn't expect it at all. maybe a little because the guys damn lousy, they leaked it out abit. but i didn't expect the SU people to be there too! i shall name everyone who was there.
JES ZHAO ( who was supposed to be 'in australia'! i was super surprised) JOSH KC ERIC KC BUDDDEEE HONGLING GLENNNN AMANDA ASHELY BENCHOW MATTHEW SEAN BRANDON FARHAN KAY DEREK SHAZ EUGENE.
THANK YOU EVERYONEEEE!!! especially SCAN who coordinated everything (: really, thank you all for making my birthday the most memorable one ever ((((: not forgetting my classmates & other close friends of course (:i've had two birthday surprises (((: THANK YOU EVERYONE!
so yeah, the way fish & co. celebrates someone's birthday makes the person damn embarrassed la. or at least i was damn shy. LOL they make you stand on the chair okay! check the video out.
hahahaha (: we took big group pictures too!
after dinner, we went to the cathay to eat bnj's! (:
kc sent us back after that, THANK YOU AGAIN! (: heh here are more pictures (:
amanda, glenn & ash! (:
kc, eric & hongling!
scan & gf (:
PRESENTS! (:
shirt from amanda, ashely, glenn, benchow & matthew!
the shirt from sean & brandon! quite funnny ah hahahaha
okay so when i got home, i was really happy & was ready to rest for the day. but when i stepped into my room, i saw this big bag on my table. YES, BCF had a present delivered to my house! THIRD SURPRISE FOR MY BIRTHDAY ((((: i love surprises. heeeehh but yeah, the present is awesome. check it out.
pretty right?? inside each box, there's candy/ chocolate & pictures! ((((: i'm super happy (:
THANK YOU BCF!!
of course, there's my babes (: thanks again for the surprise girls! (((:
that was my awesome birthday (:
didn't do much today. cleared my table & spent the whole day at home till dinner. went to eat at a western cafe at tajong pagar with my relatives (:
i am soooo tired & i've got church early tmr.g'night world! i'm a happy girl (((:
Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 10:36 PM
YEAYY! my ipod has arrived (: it's a red 8GB ipod nano with my name engraved on the back! a birthday present from my relatives & my parents of course, i can't afford one myself. THANK YOU AHMA, AHYI, MOM & DAD! the money used to buy this was from their ang paos. hahaha anyhoo, see see! :D i can't take the back cuz there's reflection -.-
went bowling today! my scores were.. OKAY i guess. 101 ( SUCKS), 173, 137, 169 and.. i can't remember. 125 or something. heeh my average today was 141. YEAYY it's going up (: i love the wrist guard okayyyy it helps me to hook much better. HEHEHHH (x OHHYEAHH bowling is the best sport ever! MOOOHAAA ^.^V
so yeah, i met ther after that & we headed down to office. TODAY'S WEATHER SUCKS. like a freakin' sauna or smtg however you spell it. my gosh, we were like melting man. good thing the bus came pretty fast so YESS! AIRCON! :D heh we talked abit & slept haha aeh, we were super tired okay. stopped at boon keng & took a train to potong pasir. that's not all, there's still a like...15min walk to office! IN THE HOT SUN. roarrr we almost died okay! people are supposed to be NICE when we suffer so much to go to the office but NOOOO, guess what they did? candy called me while we were like reaching th office building.
candy: ehh ni men yao lai le mei you?
me: yeapp reaching the office already, like facing the building.
candy: wo men zai taka leh.
me: -freaks out- WHAT?!? korkor andy said office!
candy: bu shi ahh, taka.
me: SHIT SHIT SHIT. -looks at ther & we both freak out- ahhhhh korkor andy said office!!
candy: wait ah -pauses- ahh ya la shang lai la pian ni de.
WLAOEHHH DAMN FUN AH?! they just love doing this kind of thing to me. URGHHH anyhooo, reached office, had our briefing & everything, dinner-ed, home-d (:
i have to clean truffles' wound twice a day. she's like super sad in her collar thing but i'm sorry darling you have to wear it! look at her ):
she has to wear that thing for another 13 days so she wouldn't go lick her wound & infect it. good thing is, with that around her neck, she can't bite stuff! :D my leg is free from her biting.. for now. roarr hehh she's damn cute luh x)
that's pretty much it for today.
g'night everyone!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 10:53 PM
OH EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
@ 4:28 PM
okayyy i shall blog all about yesterday, or kind of everything.
had breakfast with mom in the morning then headed to vivo to watch no reservations. it's a nice show (: yes okay i'm slow again but still! it's nice. ate a breeks cafe after the movie. heh quite funny la their food looks good and everything, but they served water in disposable plastic cups. HAHAHA damn funny. so yeah, took a bus to safra tampines for training! i used the guard & it's so much better. hehh. went to eat at TM after training & got a very pleasant surprise from my babes! thank you again ther, fio, den & carole! they surprised me at the open plaza at TM. it was really a surprise la i never expected them to do this. haha when i stepped out into the open plaza, i saw candle lights flickering & suddenly some girls were shouting the happy birthday song across the plaza. ohhhmannn i love you girls ((((: we took pictures & cut the cake. THEY MADE ME USE MY HAND TO EAT IT & LICK IT UP AFTERWARD. disgusting girls :D
i thank God for giving me good friends that'll stick with me through thick and thin, friendships that will last a lifetime ((:
i'll post more up when i get them from fiona cuz she collated everything together so i don't have the individual ones to post up. i'll post it up soon!
ohyes, my sisters gave me presents. see the card my youngest sis wrote for me -.-
there's also the FLOWER that my second sis gave me. haha thanks girls.
so yesssss that was about it for my birthday.
thanks again to everyone who remembered ((:
OHYEAH i had a family gathering the other day and i've finally gotten the pictures from dawwnnnn!(: my niece & nephews are soooo cute. matthew's 5, nick's 3 and ruth's 1. heh they absolutely adorable. of course besides them, there's my lovely cousins (: here are the pictures!
i'm going to pick truffflesssss up from the vet now. i hope she's alright. loves!
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