okay, pics from ccn day. quite funny uh haha

fio made lester do the same pose as her. heh

i have no idea how to do that pose. hahaha

went to watch the pol-ite games yesterday. TP played really really well. we took the overall champion trophy for both guys and girls! woohooo, damn happy altho' i didn't play. heh they really played very well la, the atmosphere was exciting too (: hehh. went to ahma's house early to study, had dinner and went back home. today was church as usual. we had the first 18-25 fellowship meeting at uncle sk's house today. had a good time la (: the icebreaker was so retarded, but aye, it's from uncle sk so it's expected la. hehhh. headed home after that to study. and i'm seriously going crazy.

really.

we tried to do fio's pose and failed miserably. haha

that's what happens when you put two sisters together.

one of which has gone abit crazy.

HEH, i is going back to study now.

K BYE!

ah, i forgot to upload pictures i took the other day. i was studying in school and lester came after his archery. heh, i put his sideburns behind his ears while he was sleeping :D hehehh. say hello to my little girl boy. HAHAHA :D

(:

okayy, slack day today. but i'm damnnnn tired cuz i studied till like 2plus yesterday and got up at like 8. yea 6 hrs but i'm still tired! roarr. the most annoying thing is, the things we thought weren't important came out! like 10marks worth of it! gahhhh. GG. lol ahwell whatever it's over. i shall focus on my HPI quiz and term tests. ahhhh just thinking about it is stressing me out like crazy. RELAX hannah. ayee. waited all the way till 6.30 for GL briefing. i can almost feel the OTC/FO atmosphere, damn exciting la. hahah i can't wait till OTC/FO. i just hope my period doesn't come on the camp dates or else, good for me! -.- hehhh. went for dinner with sub, eugene, tj, vera, boss and lester! nice catch up time (: oh yes, i ate at ajisen with lester that day. freakin funny la, i was laughing but he didn't know what i was laughing about. and yesssss he wore striped polo shirt :D

" take a nice picture first then i tell you! "

"tsk, smile! ... OEI DON'T MOVE! "

hahahah. i'm teaching you patience, you'll thank me one day. LOL whatever. anyhooo, i'm going to sleep now. i'm damnnnnnnnn tired and i'm going to watch the team at the bowling pol-ite games tomorrow! all the best to them uh (: oh yes, i have to study for HPI too. ARGH! lester's having holidays will i'm mugging my ass off in school! it's okay, i'll get my well deserved break. hahahaha goodnight yall <3

GAHHHHHHHHH. RARRRRRRRRRHHHHHH.

URGHHHHHH.

?!?!?!

arggggghhhh!

sry, venting my anger.

CCN day, a success (:

weeeheee, today was great. heh altho we made a profit of a little less than hundred, it was an enjoyable day la uh. i think we all enjoyed ourselves alot (: i was walking truffles around school to advertise all day and now my legs are aching like crazy! roarr. but i had fun. it's really so nice to hear everyone say '' omg so cute!!! " when they see truffles. i was like a proud mother okay! HAHAHA. she's my pride and joy ^.^V there were many many other dogs there, but our main attractions were skye and ritz, the two alaskan malamutes! they're just gorgeous okay. most people wanted to take with them haha our stars of the day (:
went for dinner with ther, fio and lester & headed home after that.

now that ccn day is over, it's back to studying -.- roarr i've got two quizes the coming week again, and i've got a lab report and speech due on monday. DANG IT i won't enjoy my weekend ): i'm kinda in a pissed mood right now cuz i've got so many things to do this weekend, and also because someone doesn't know how to get his priorities right. ahwell whatever, i'm tired of nagging. i'm going to bed! my legs are killing me & i've got to wake up early to study zzz.
i've got some pictures we took today below btw.

goodnight!

tmr's CCN DAY! (:
yippppeee. i'm so excited. come visit A7K1's stall okay! (:
the poster says it all. heh i'm bringing trufffffles :D

heh so yes, I'M FREEE! not really. just for this wk cuz my 4 quizes are overrrr (:

i've been busy studying this wk so yeah, i didn't really blog. the past week wasn't that interesting anyway.

was trial for ccn day. only truffles, nicki, snowy, prince and princess came. but delia managed to take pictures for the posters! (: quite successful trial la uh. heh

was.. studying with ther and dinner-ing with ashley (: i went to watch ashley's friend's gig with her at scape youth park. okay la, i don't really enjoy metal but it was alright i guess. it was loud tho, REAL loud i almost went deaf. haha

sunday

was church as usual. lunched with lester cuz i didn't wanna wait for the rest & i had to get home fast to study! grrr. so yeah, ate with him, bought donuts and went home to study zZz.

this week was.. boring. study study study. aye! ): at least i was able to meet lester but he had to bear with my ''i have to study i have to study!'' and ''i'm damn stresssedddd!!'' phrases sometimes. okay maybe most of the time. heh sorrrryyyy <3

okay anyway, that boy had fun touring t3 in the morning while i was suffering in school! ROAR.

see! SO HAPPY?! grrrr.

okay, fast forward to today. tdy was pretty slack. two hours of lecture in the morning, after which i had a 4 hour break. went back home with lester to get his equipment for archery and headed back to school at 3. ther got dooonuuttss for us :D thanks darling! heh donut factory okay, don't anyhow. hahah studied while waiting for him and headed home tgt.

that's about it for my day. i'm lazy to post up all the pictures la. besides, someone's tired so he should SLEEP. but apparently he's waiting for me to finish blogging so i'm off! byeeee! i'm tired too. tmr's gonna be a tiring day. love!

okay, i haven't been blogging uh. that's because i've been mmao. mugging my ass off. YEAH UH, you read it right. i feel like some nerd with no life, but sadly i have no choice. i've got 3 tests packed into two days. one of which-i know shit and the other- i don't understand shit. zZz AAP test was the ultimate killer. for me at least. ARGH how do you expect me to remember the name of the bone and which species it's found in? how do you expect me to IDENTIFY the bone etcetcetc just by giving me the picture of it -.- ahhh whatever, it's over. and i still have alot to catch up on that topic. right now, i'm going to study for the subject i don't understand a thing about and i'm just gna read thru' bmic. gawd, i am so gonna rest after tomorrow. at least for one day. i need it.

i'll blog about my past week tomorrow.

bye, i'm off to prepare to die my ugly death.

**

Love I get so lost, sometimes

Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart

When I want to run away

I drive off in my car

But whichever way I go

I come back to the place you are

All my instincts, they return

And the grand facade, so soon will burn

Without a noise, without my pride

I reach out from the inside

In your eyes

The light the heat

In your eyes

I am complete

In your eyes

I see the doorway to a thousand churches

In your eyes

The resolution of all my fruitless searches

In your eyes

I see the light and the heat

In your eyes

Oh, I want to be that complete

I want to touch the light

The heat I see in your eyes

**

woke up.

studied.

bowled.

that's about it for my day.

i'm feeling quite sian right now cuz idk wth's wrong with me today but i bowled like shyt. SEEEERIOUSLY like shyt. argh, so pissed.

bye world.

somehow i just like this picture. don't ask me why! heh pasir ris park is damn nice at night! it's quiet and the breeze is just sooo nice. the sound of the waves, the sight of aeroplanes landing.. weeheeee, i love it. heh

anyhooo, had a longggggggg day today. like seriously. 8-11, 12-5. i nearly died. i'm quite dead now actually, i'm dead beat. so yeah, school school school. after that, headed to outdoor range at potong pasir to meet lester. his shooting's not bad uh! improving, improving. hahahah (: all the best for competition okay you! can is can one :D we went to eat at kfc AGAINNN ( i ate it ytd w him too!) at the same place & headed home! we sat at the park for awhile and woahhh, someone scared the hell out of me. tio shock okay! hahahah anyway, he made my day luh uh? altho' i had a long and tiring one :D but at least something made my day (: ahahaha SEIIVEN ELEIIIVEN. nice number ayes? it's a store and more. HAHAH okay lame.

hello lester wee jian wei ^.^V

okaaaaaaaaaay i'm verrrrrrrrrrrry tired so i'm going to bed. i've got to study tmr! ): but aiya, i'll get a deserved break with my family and cousins after a day of studying! heh, bowlingggggggg, i love bowling (: so yes, goodnight everyone! (:

i'm starting to feel as if everything's piling up on me, and i don't have enough time to do anything. i need more time. more time to study, more time with my friends, more time with my family, more time for everything important to me. gahhhh, i just feel like screaming, crying and whatever else you do to relieve stress. can i just bowl all day long? roarrr i wish i needn't worry about grades, homework and all that shyt. i just feel like doing whatever i wanna do whenever i feel like it. which is obviously impossible. AHHHHHHH i'm suicidal. not really, but you feel my pain. roarrrr.

that feeling of overwhelming frustration,

it sucks, big time.

SHHHH! DON'T LAUGH!

LOL, my goodness. fio will have alot of comments. either that or completely NO comments HAHA. anyhooo, spent my day studying & went to ahma's house after that. celebrated rae's birthday AGAIN with my aunt's home made oreo cheesecake. it's damnnn good. heh & yes i'm home now & i'm gonna slp. g'night! (:

oh yeah, i think this song is nice.

''who will i run to?'' by kiley dean.