youth camp's coming up! i can't wait. mooohaaa, games comm's sadistic tho'. OHWELL, it's gonna be funnnnn. our camp is like jam packed with activities- no time to slack yo! (: hehehhh, i feel so evil! roarr.

anywayyyy, he's coming back tomorrow! yayy (: i can't spend time w him tho cuz i've got to prepare for camp. aye but i know he's happily shopping away there. have a safe flight back! <3

okay, i've got to go tidy up the house cuz my relatives are coming over! i miss my cousins! they must have had a blast in japan, i'm jealous. roarrr heh. take care everyone! have a blessed christmas again (:

**

Christmas is about His glory,

Christmas is about His grace

Christmas is a gift of love our Father gave us

more than just another story

about a special time and place

Christmas is a time to lift a song of praise.

For God is with us

and we celebrate the glory of His presence

Christ has come

to fill our hearts with love

He came to save us

king of kings and Lord of Lords His name is Jesus

God with us, Emmanuel has come.

**

hello (:

i'm still feeling quite lazy but i guess i'll update about my trip to malaysia and OTC!

i went to desaru! it's a very nice beach resort & the breeze is just the best. the seafood's good too! heh okay so we just spent most of our time in our room and the beach, just a nice relaxing holiday (: we had a nice loft room - it has two levels! cool huh :o) anyway, the beach was nice. okay maybe not as nice as the beaches in the US and maybe even bintan, but definately much nicer than the singapore beaches :X it's true! heh the waves are nice and the sand is clean. DAMN NICE (: that's basically about it for my malaysia trip. i'll put up pictures another time okay!

OTC was just awesome. our camp theme was movies and so our camp name is TEPOLYWOOD!

heh big thanks to everyone who made my first OTC a very memorable one (: i hope everyone moves on to FO so we can all be GLs together! (: GLs, we're top notch can't be stopped! (;

okayyy i've got pictures but i'm lazy to upload them. i'll do that another time so right now i'm going to bed! (: christmas is coming, so is youth camp! wooohooo, i can't wait.

gooooooodnight! <3

whines whines whines!

4 more days.

FOUR MORE DAYS!

quickly pass quickly pass. roarrrr

okay he seems to be enjoying himself.

which is good (: haha

BUT I STILL MISS HIM!

blehhhh.

okay enough whining.

... AHHHHHHHH ))):

heh. okayokay. back from malaysia and otc. malaysia was great , with the beach and everything, but OTC was even better (: i'll update more when i'm not lazy. hehh byeeee!

((((((:

i am suuuuuuper happy.

2 things.

1. EXAMS ARE OVER YO! holidays are here. lets ceeeelebratee! christmas is coming christmas is coming! wooohooooo. hahaha ((:

2. lester ask my dad for his permission to date me and his request was granted (: YAYYYY! i'm so proud of him :D

heh okay. had my last paper today. it was... uhh, it wasn't good. but it wasn't THATTTT bad either i guess. but it was still bad. heh ah well, i'm still happpy everything's over! (: went out with lester after my paper. we went to eat his favourite ramen at cuppage. i ate wanton mee cuz i had the craving. hahaha. we went to watch enchanted after eating. yessss i know i'm super slow but i didn't have the time to catch it okay! but the show was great (: now i have to catch up on all the other movies! haaa. we walked around after the movie and met carole with her group at cine! haha, interesting jap guys. oh yesss, i saw bugbug too! (: i miss her so much okay i shall meet up with her soon. so yes, we went to suntec to get donut factory donuts! (: bus-ed home and lester met my dad (: it went well and now i don't have to hide anything! whoooopie (: as i said, i'm proud of my boy (:

heh alright, i'm off to malaysia from tmr till sunday. and i've got OTC from monday till wednesday! looks like my holidays are packed. hahah till then! (:

night world-

okay maybe more sad than pissed.

arggghhhhh

))):

last paper tomorrow.

so what?

i'm already quite dead.

screw the world.

bleh.

I can do all things

Through Christ who gives me strength,

But sometimes I wonder what

He can do through me

No great success to show,

No glory on my own,

Yet in my weakness

He is there to let me know...

[chorus]

His strength is perfect when our strength is gone;

He’ll carry us when we can’t carry on.

Raised in His power, the weak become strong;

His strength is perfect,

His strength is perfect.

We can only know

The power that He holds

When we truly see how deep our weakness goes

His strength in us begins

Where ours comes to an end

He hears our humble cry and proves again...

[chorus]

**

i don't like this thing called stress.

it drives me crazy.

finding myself breaking down for no reason, gahhh the feeling sucks.just four more days tho'. four more days and it'll be over. for now.at least i'll be able to enjoy my two week break for christmas.it's my favourite time of the year.

too bad the poly schedule only gives us two weeks off ):

ayeee. i can pull through, i will pull through.

i know it's just term tests, what is there to stress about?

thing is, it feels like it's some major exam that if i fail i will die and suffer eternal damnation.

ahwell. i'm off. paper starts at 9 tmr!

seeeeeyuhhh.

i'm sorry.

i'm a bad, BAD girlfriend.

i deserve a scolding.