Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 10:57 PM
I SHOULD BE STUDYING.
STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need you, baby.
& everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face
it's haunting me
i guess i need you baby.
@ 12:47 AM
just got back from hillsongs concert not long ago.
it was great.
ha, i'm tired.
g'night.
Just Yesterday you said you loved me
That there was nobody else above me
that i was yours and you were mine
that there was no limits to our skies
But then you had to put our love on hold
How am i supposed to leave you
When my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you goooo
No I just cant let you go
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 12:42 AM
what's wrong with you hannah!
stop being a cry baby!
gawd, get over it.
@ 12:07 AM
i'm tired.
spent the whole day studying at expo's coffee bean w ther.
argghh, i start at 8 tmr & i've got a test. ):
i'm getting more & more anxious about term tests,
MAYBE because i know nuts about MGEN.
& ACM.
& FPATH.
AHHHHHHHH STRESSS AHHHHHHHH!!!!
sigh.
i need strength, Lord.
i need my everything back.
i feel empty, w nothing.
ahhhhh i shall just fill my whole body w info. -.-
anw, venos workshop on sat as well as hillsongs concert.
&&& Action for Singapore Dogs (ASD) is having an adoption drive at vivo pet safari this weekend! so if you're interested t adopt one of those cute balls of fur then go & check it out ^^
i don't really enjoy guessing games.
):
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 12:55 AM
When you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you, for you I will
Goodnight!
♥
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 11:43 PM
a major pathetic piece of poop.
THAT'S ME.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! zomgomgomgomgzzzz.
TERM TESTS ARE IN LESS THAN 2 WKS.
gawd, i'm screwed.
i know nuts about MGEN.
& i hate FPATH.
BIOCHEM is full of reactions. like millions of them
ACM is crazily boring & tough to put into words.
AIMM is full of cells & tissue etc.
JAP IS JUST HARD!
God, help me.
@ 12:23 AM
just tell me in my face.
come on, tell me!
ARGH! )':
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 9:51 PM
quick picture update (:
stuuuupid ther go take such an ugly picture of me while i was tryna find sizes!
i'm hard at work okay, only
ther's slacking- keep taking pictures of me. heh see the poifull in my pocket! x) it keeps me alive during work. hoho.
the poor cat we were practicing handling and restraint on! he's normally alright, just that he was abit grumpy that day so we had no choice but to muzzle him ): he looks quite comfy in this pic tho' hehh.
study-at-airport day with the girls and bing cong! (:
the rose role made from a napkin!
nice huh? she gave it to me x)
haagen diaz with yaawwwnahh (:
it looks good huh?!
bnj's with lester & patsy.
see that boy so happy with the milkshake & icecream! hahs.
that's kinda all for now :X
♥
MISS.
to feel or suffer from the absence of.
i don't want this moment to ever end
i didn't want those moments to ever end
where everything's nothing without you
i'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'cause it's true, i am nothing without you.
through it all, i've made my mistakes
i stumble and fall, but i mean these words
i want you to know
with everything i won't let this go
these words are my heart and soul
i'll hold on to this those moments you know
'cause i'd bleed my heart out to show
and i won't let go.
@ 12:31 AM
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
<3
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 10:14 PM
ouch. )':
is it better to have loved & lost,
or never to have loved at all?
ah crap. i've been catching myself thinking back on all the times we had. & it really seems that EVERYTHING is reminding me of you. everything, everywhere, everyhow. argh. it isn't easy, it really isn't.
AHHHHHHHH MAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAAA SAVE MEEEE.
the sky has lost it's colour,
the sun has turned to grey.
how much i'm missin' you-
i just can't seem to put into words.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 9:53 PM
i guess it's really over this time.
hasn't really sunk in but it's starting to.
& the feeling's not all that great.
but what am i to do?
it's so much for my happy ending.
i guess it's really important to know how to cherish someone.
it's only when they're gone that you realise how much you need them.
thanks for the past 1 yr, i enjoyed it. there were tears, but there were also wonderful memories. i don't know how things got to this stage, but i'm too afraid to find out so i'll just leave it as that. whether we're gna stay just as friends or something more, that's another matter. i guess i just need to feel like i'm worth something- worth the effort, worth the trouble, worth the sacrifice, worth the pain, and worth whatever else that you'd even go to a great extend just to see me smile for even just one second.
i need to feel you appreciate whtever i've done, whtever i intended to do, all the care, concern and love i've showered upon you. i needed to feel you cherished me. i don't knw if my 'expectations' are too high or too demanding or something, but i guess that's the reason why we're over.
okay actually i dont really know the reason. but ah, i'm too drained from crying to even try and find out.
on a lighter note.
i cut my hair.
& it sucks.
goodbye.
goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything that i knew.
you were one i love
the one thing that i tried to hold on to.
snap out of it.
