Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 12:41 AM
gawd, i hate it when guys say
'' where did all the pretty girls go ''
or like '' damn, no pretty babes in class ''
some idiot can even tell me it's motivation.
wth, why don't you go make a pretty doll
and carry it with you so you'll have motivation everywhere you go.
i guess everyone's getting more and more shallow
as the generations go by.
what happened to sincere guys?
ahh whatever. not worth my blog space.
k i just blogged this cuz i had to let it out,
when that guy told me that i was just so pissed.
kehhh, i'm off to bed.
study study study all day.
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 12:09 AM
ARGHHHHHHH! )':
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGHHHHHHH!
okay. i knw she's much better than me.
i guess i just fail to accept that.
i will, when you tell me in my face.
and i need the truth.
to break me down & tear me apart.
then i'll try and pick myself up in time.
ah wth, why do i always screw up our convos?
it hits the worse at night. and i hate it.
I HATE IT I HATE IT! argh )':
but i can't bring myself to get over THAT fact.
someone turn me into a rock please?
so i'd have no feelings and i dont have to live w this pain.
i love you bestfriend.
but even if i made a vow,
a promise not to miss you now
& try to hide the truth inside
i fail cause i, i just can't live a lie.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 11:14 PM
awww, look at what bug drew for me!
okay, altho' she drew me as a FLY but she's still sweet.
i miss her like madddddd.
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed to meet her soon.
i have to meet ashley toooooo!
-prays real hard-
Dear God, please make school disappear.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 8:36 PM
ARGHH!
idk why i feel ultra frustrated today.
i feel like there's just so many things on my mind
sigh, i hate it.
the feeling's damn sian please.
i felt like bowling & so i did.
thanks wonderful jo for accompanying me
i think it was rather boring for you
cuz you just sat there
but thanks huh (:
bowling alone can sometimes be quite theraputic tho'.
just me, my balls ( ok sounds wrong) & the pins.
hehh. i wanted to just kill the pins la.
apparently i wasn't good enough to kill them.
heh but at least i satisfied my craving.
jap listening was crap.
anyhow whack the stupid paper.
can't wait to be over and done with this sem, seriously.
altho' the subjects are gna get harder,
but ahhh, this sem just fly past pleasee.
&&& jo, we can't wait to get our num bags, right?! haha
okayy, i think i should have a picture update soon.
but my com is infected w virus
and i haven't got the time to get it fixed
i should do that soon.
ahhh i'm off to study fpath.
bye!
ohhh one more thing.
I'M DESPERATE TO GO SHOPPING.
or rather, just to not study.
gahhhh!
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
A promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
@ 12:37 AM
Lies.
the world is full of it.
random thoughts:
1. i hate mgen.
2. dominic has a big ego.
3. I HATE CHOOI!
4. why is it that everytime i tell myself
that i'm fine, don't think so much etc,
it always just comes back.
5. i'm supposed to be studying jap
6. i want haagen diaz in a hammock for my bday
7. shit, i'm hungry.
8. i'm quite happy w my score tdy!
( 167, 164, 152)
9. my internet just got d/c. oka now it's back.
10. i should go to sleep now.
& i will. hah
GOODNIGHT.
Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 6:51 PM
tell me.
what am i supposed to feel now?
@ 12:48 AM
guys are just a species of unfeeling bastards, seriously.
i don't get how they can move on so easily, toying w other's feelings, & everything else. those words, they're nothing but plain bullshit. i guess it's just so easy for guys to say things, not knowing how it would affect the person they're saying it to. giving all the stupid excuses to break up, is that the best they can do?! can't they say something they mean for once?!
i feel like screaming damn loudly now.
****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 7:18 PM
***
don't leave now
not yet
there're words i
regret
and i'm sorry
somehow
i only
wanted to make you proud
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
there's nothing i wouldn't do
how could i let it pass me by
i'd make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love
if only we could live twice.
when you told me
i froze
it still echoes
in my soul
please forgive me
if i didn't say
i love you
every single day
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
there's nothing i wouldn't do
how could i let it pass me by
i'd make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love
if only we could live twice.
nobody told me we'd only get one chance
i didn't know that our time would turn so fast
why we have to say goodbye i don't understand
if i could only let you know
i'd give up everything i own
for just one more day with you
there's nothing i wouldn't do
how could i let it pass me by
i'd make every sacrifice
to bring me back your love
if only we could live twice.
***
gahhh, this song is so sad! i cried when i heard it ):
okayy, lyrics is what i blog when i'm lazy.
so there you go.
i'm stressedddd. i've got like, aimm bchem and fpath test this wk. & training. & jap script draft submission. & it doesn't help that i can't get any biochem into my head.
&&&& i don't get genetics. at all.
well done hannah!
i shall get back to trying to drill stuff into my head.
bye!
