Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 12:27 AM

i didn't get in. )':
argh, i feel so pathetic.
like a freakin' cry baby.
i really wanted to get in.
but i guess it's reality.

congrats top 8 guys & girls.
train hard for POL-ITE.
retain the title of defending champions yea. heh.
All the best!

Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 12:32 AM

Help me, God i'm scared
& i'm unprepared to face the night alone.
Hear me, hear my prayer
my soul it aches & i've nowhere to go
help me God
in this dark hour i know only the power that made the stars
can mend my heart.
oh i've tried on my own but i'm not that strong
you're all i've got, you're all i've got,
help me, God.

Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 12:50 AM

watched mama mia w my girls today.

nice show w nice songs.

not in a very good mood,

i'll blog the pictures and stuff another day.

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 12:01 AM

65, 139, 95, 142, 85, 162, 128, 124

OH MY WORD,

WHAT KIND OF SHIT SCORES

ARE THOSE?!

greatness, see you next year polite.

aaargghh! so frustrated.

i have no friggin' idea what in the world happened to me.

i totally couldnt find my line today.

& i think the lanes have some kind of issue w me.

i can bowl the outside line on the right lane,

but on the left lane i have to move inside!

gahhh i gotta play two different lines on both lanes.

ayeee, we'll see wht the results are next wk.

it'll be a miracle if i get into top8.

ah whatever, positive thinking,

team temasek will still own :D

WAHAHAHAHAHAH.

okay enough of that.

lets see.. uh, wht did i do yesterday..

OH YEAAA, i had training,

then i went down to church to meet chen en

to make the camp publicity vid.

we're showing it on sunday! yay. hehh.

worked full shift the day before.

then dominic came to PS t meet me & we bus-ed home.

stupid neighbour claims that he's sending me home,

when his home is just down the corridor!

which reminds me, he's supposed to tell me when

i can go change my havs! & he never does.

stupid boy.

next topic, hahha.

clique day tmr! (((:

wheeeee, ther's coming over to my place in the morn.

then we're going to meet the rest in the aftnn!

going for a movie then for a nice romantic dinner at

BOTANIC GARDENS. :D

wahahaha. i can't wait.

miss them like madddddd.

i'm off to bed already!

i know it's early but i'm tired!

8games is already taxing on my legs,

i still went running just now!

time for some quality time w my bed :D

♥ love you long time!

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 11:05 PM

my 18th! (:

(part two)

i'm back to blog about the rest of my birthday! :D

met lester after my training at yishun

& we bus-ed down to marina.

woah, the bus ride was super long.

but it's okay, i enjoy long bus rides.

anyway, we went on the singapore flyer! (:

the view is suuuuper nice,

too bad we didn't get to go at sunset,

cuz our ticket was a special one.

but still, i enjoyed myself.

hope you did too, lester wee jian wei. haha.

it was quite funny cuz when we reached the top,

the automated thingy said:

'' you are reaching the top of the flyer,

you are now, ON TOP OF THE WORLD "

i was like.. uhh. hahaha so funny.

here are some pictures.

there are many many more but i'm too lazy to upload :X

F1 track & spectator stand!

hehh, after we got down,

we sat down & chilled.

thennn, lester made me take pictures with

THIS...

& THIS

we were doing lots of stupid poses,

laughing like maddd.

after thatttt, i found out that he was just stalling time.

what do i mean?

here goes.

i asked him what we were gonna eat,

& he said billy bombers. YAY!

BUTTTTTTT..

he changed his mind & asked me if i wanted to eat

kenny rogers instead. i was fine w anything

so we just took a walk to marina square

& headed for kenny rogers.

guess who i saw when we got there..?

JESSELYN TAN

NEO ZHAOLIN

LYNN CHENG

EUGENE TNG

ANG TENG JEN

MELANIE

ESTHER TAY

JOANNA LIM

FIONA LIEW

AHHHH!

i got a shock when i saw them okay!

& also, thanks boss for coming down from work!

turned out that lester planned it w them.

thankyouuuu guyssss ((:

rarrrhhh, i was super happy. hehh (:

THE CAKE THEY GOT ME WAS SUPER NICEEE.

just look at it! so pretty! :D

i has litte hearts &stars at the sides

i love it man. (:

the rest of the pictures were taken w gf's camera

so i'll upload them when i get them. (:

ohhh &&& not forgetting the stuff they got me!

the white one is given by my church friends

amanda, kor & alvin

the black one is given by my beloved BCF.

ai ni yoh! :D

this cute lil' mushroom's from EMOguys and mel!

i also got a $20 NUM voucher from them. thankyouu (:

this little toufu is from jo!

they all say it looks like me, same colour -.-

&the notebook with nice drawings inside is from FIOO.

the boyfriend shirt i'm wearing is from therr!

thank you so much for everything, everyone.

i really got almost everything on my list

of stuff that i wanted to get but don't have to anymore!

YAYYY (:

words can't express how much you guys mean to me (:

i had the most awesome birthday ever.

love you guys to the maxzxzx. ((:

thank you for spending the day w me.

Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 12:39 AM

My 18th! (:

(part 1)

i had the most awesome 18th birthday ever!

okay there's only one 18th birthday,

but yea, you get it. hehh

i love my friends to the maxzxzxzx!
i had quite a few celebrations.

so i shall just start with a few.

i'll blog the others tmr. since i'm quite tired.

1. family!
so i went for camp comm meeting on wed, 17th

i sat below my block and had a talk w denise

mom came down to look for me cuz she

''saw jemaine's car and was wondering why i took so long.''

apparentlyyyy, the real reason was cuz she

was looking out for me!

why?

cos' my family (including anna) were 'hiding'

in my house, w the lights off, waiting to surprise me! (:

so yea, when i stepped in, they all popped out from

almost all the corners of the house and started singing

happy birthday! hahaha. i was like ohmygosh!

they got me a swensens cookies &cream icecream cake! ((:

after we ate the cake, my lovely sistersss ( including anna)

made me do a TREASURE HUNT for my present.

WHO IN THE WORLD MAKES THE BIRTHDAY GIRL DO A TREASURE HUNT FOR HER OWN PRESENTS?!?!

& plus it was up and down the house!

there, i found the people who would. hahaha.

but they did a great job, and they even linked all of them up!

awwww, sho schwwweeeett! i love them. (:

you can see the pictures of the stuff they gave.

they said they couldnt get 18 presents,

so they decided to 'backtrack' to when i was 8

& give me 8 presents. take a look at the presents!

yeaa, self explainitory. :D

(: thank you darlings.

2. teammates!
my bowling teammates also celebrated for me.

i really didn't expect this one, cuz i thought noone knew!

only for a few. but apparently they did. heh!

the cake was aweesomeee, super chocolatey :D

&&&, i got bullied by cheryl ):

hahaha she 'dotted' chocolate on my face!!

she said if i didn't wanna get it on my hair,

then i gotta stay still. so i had no choice ):

ROARR!! hahah ugly like shit.

okayy i got this random mail from, 'juno hu'.

that's what the person signed off as.

but i have no clue who it is.

i thought of two people,

but both said it ain't them.

HOW!!

i can't solve this mystery! hehh.

the note was written on narnia cards from swensens.

& together w the cards came

glow-in-the-dark stars and planets.

would the person tell me who he/she is pleaseee?

okay, i'll blog the rest tmr.

had training today again,

& had a great dinner w my lovely church friends (:

love you guys!

i'm tiredddd.

gotta lead worship for young adults meeting tmr.

roaaaaaaaar. my bed is calling me. heh!

g'night <3

Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 2:17 AM

i always screw things up.
aarghh. ):

~~why'd you have to be so cold~~

Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 11:51 PM

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i love love love my parents.

they got me the phone i've been waiting for!

(for the price to drop, lawl)

it was a surprise birthday present!

apparently my mom went to get it after church tdy.

no wonder she kept asking me to come back fast.

i think she was too excited. haha!

soooo, when i got home, my dad was tryna be funny.

when i was downstairs, he's like

" Hannah, my stomach abit funny leh since just now.

idk wht's wrong, like weird feeling "

knowing my dad, obviously he was just bullshitting

so i just shouted '' HI DAD, VERY FUNNY"

& went to my room.

my dad's like '' EH HELLO?!?! "

so i went to his room and suddenly he took the present out

nicely wrapped in purple paper.

my mom was PRETENDING to lie on the bed doing nothing.

hahahaha, i was like OMG IS THAT A PHONE!!!

both of them TRIED to say ''no'' in the most serious way they could,

BUT FAILED.

hahahaha. i was like jumping up and down la.

suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper happy. ((:

THANK YOU MOM AND DAD! <33

sony ericsson c902! (:

okay, done with that ''letting out of excitment''

HEHHH. i gotta work tmr and tues!

& i've got training from wed to fri. wheee.

only thing bad is, it's at yishun! gahhh, farrr.

ahh welll, i.. have nothing much to blog actually.

okay i do but i'll blog them one event at a time,

another time :D

time to hit the sack!

g'night (:

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 12:04 AM

list of things i wanna get ( but overbudget! rawwr.)

1. a pretty printed backpack. ( HAHA)

2. Roxy wallet

3. Sony ericsson C902 (woah)

4. Camera ( WOAHHH)

5. Havaainas

6. Portable speakers

7. a dress ( HEH)

8. the small crumpler thingy

9. Boyfriend shirt

...

okay, i should stop.

rarhhhhh ):

Anw, i've been working and training.

& church-ing & clique-ing. o.o

hahaha. polite is on 18th oct!

it's super early this year.

coach was expecting it to be sometime in nov,

so he planned out the schedule accordingly.

now, our schedule's totally changed!

intensive training leading all the way up to polite.

i think i'm gonna die.

buttt, first step right now is:

GET INTO TOP8.

get in then say. heh!

i'm going to sleeeeep.

i've got training tmr! & league at night.

hope i dont get nervous!

i won't be able to bowl properly.

hehh, g'night. (:

Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 11:06 PM

wheee! more photos :D

see fio, i didn't wait one month okay! hahaha

women in vests. (MIV)

hahahaha.

doll for sale!

the neoprints we took! (:

stupid poses directed by fiona :P

introducing.. the PPH crew + JO!

1. Deniscia. ( doll! )

2. Esther. ( uhh.. re-t... the face explains it :D )

3. Carole. ( japanese mother! )

4. Fiona. ( Queen of unglam faces :P )

5. JOOOOOO!

6. ME! ( however you would describe me. heh! )

PPH, all present! (:

we were doing poses against our green wall

& we played a game!

the game was like, to direct the other group.

so we split into two groups.

the group taking the picture had to direct those in the picture on what pose to do! it was hilarious. Especially wih Fiona in the other group, imagine what kind of poses my group was made to do! heh.

Pole dancing + Pussycat doll pose :D